[ Exhales slowly, head turned so his voice is muffled into JJ's hair as he laughs weakly. ]
... I'm lookin' fer somethin', been fer a while. An' I think I finally found it in them visions. My body changin' is a price I don't mind payin' fer it but I ain't lookin' ta lose all my friends in the process either.
Ya can call me a fool fer tryin' ta have both, but I ain't seein' anyone sayin' I can't either.
And if they all catch up to you...the visions...could you still say it was worth it? There's nothing wrong with wanting everything... That's just being human. Wanting and actually having everything are two different things though.
Yeah... seen first hand what it can do. It can go real bad.
Won't lie, I keep wonderin' if I'm fuckin' up everythin' good I got fer somethin' that's well an' done with. That I won't have anythin' ta come back ta at the end o' it. But somethin' keeps achin' in me ta follow it through.
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[ Lazy and indulgent for a good moment before pulling back with a hum. ]
Hmmm... more strawberries.
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[Pops another strawberry in his mouth with his free hand]
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Got grapes in here too if ya want 'em.
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[ Piles those into a cup tbh because the cooty board is full enough. ]
Last call fer anythin' else, darlin'.
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[ Leading them to his room then. ]
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[Allows himself to be led, both hands steadying the board now]
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[ Into his room, enjoy the cowboy aesthetic he's tried for with various metal art. ]
[ Or enjoy Graey starting to peel off his pants and underwear once the door's shut behind them, either or. ]
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Should I undress too?
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Ya ain't gotta 'less yer offerin' ta help. I got a mess I gotta clean up 'fore I hop on the bed with ya.
Or are ya plannin' ta make more o' a mess on my bed?
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[ Considering for a moment before he heads over to the bed, leaning over JJ and putting a hand against the sheets. ]
Alright Mr. Helper. Ya take requests?
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[ Leaning into him... to just flop heavily against him. ]
A hug.
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[Is squished underneath]
Nick, that’s lewd.
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... Been meanin' ta tell ya. My body's 'bout 30% o' the way through changin'.
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And you're going to keep looking at visions....? Even if that means you could change even more?
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[ Exhales slowly, head turned so his voice is muffled into JJ's hair as he laughs weakly. ]
... I'm lookin' fer somethin', been fer a while. An' I think I finally found it in them visions. My body changin' is a price I don't mind payin' fer it but I ain't lookin' ta lose all my friends in the process either.
Ya can call me a fool fer tryin' ta have both, but I ain't seein' anyone sayin' I can't either.
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Whether I can handle the cost... still ain't sure. But I'm tryin' ta rely on the help o' my friends ta keep me grounded.
Heh, sorry fer puttin' that kinda work load on ya.
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Yeah... seen first hand what it can do. It can go real bad.
Won't lie, I keep wonderin' if I'm fuckin' up everythin' good I got fer somethin' that's well an' done with. That I won't have anythin' ta come back ta at the end o' it. But somethin' keeps achin' in me ta follow it through.
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I can't really say I understand...but then again. My visions haven't shown me any ghosts worth chasing. That guy doesn't seem any happier than I do.
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Ah- yah been lookin' at more o' 'em then?
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