I'm not. If the guy that looks like me in those visions is though, would your opinion of me start to change? Would you like me less? Just how much would they affect us?
... I ain't gonna lie ta ya, I don't know fer sure. The more o' them visions I watch, the more I can feel my own thoughts shiftin' 'round in my head. Priorities changin' an' I've been gettin' more an' more desperate ta work out if I even gotta do anythin' or not.
But JJ, you in some other place an' you here are two different people. Even I'm smart 'nuff ta work that out. I ain't lookin' ta change what we got into what we had- whatever it was.
Reckon I can feel ya a lil on that though... I ain't got it nearly as bad as ya, but the industry ain't real kind ta people who don't give it a perfect face.
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Hey now-!
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[ He kind of pauses, considering. ]
Are ya connected ta my planet somehow?
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But JJ, you in some other place an' you here are two different people. Even I'm smart 'nuff ta work that out. I ain't lookin' ta change what we got into what we had- whatever it was.
[ Huffs out a breath, slow. ]
I like what we got.
I like ya, JJ.
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Good. I like you too.
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... Is it that bad? That ya think I'd turn on ya that easily?
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I think I did that a lot actually.
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[Reaches out for a pillow, dragging it closer to bury his face in it with a groan]
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I mean, I probably didn't hate ya specifically? I drew a gun on a fella after sneakin' on board his ship. Called it my way of sayin' hello.
... Ain't tryin' ta say it weren't wrong ta, jus'... reckon he got a reason fer bein' the way he was by that point.
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My vision guy doesn't exactly seem to have a great track record for being liked. Can you blame me for being a little nervous?
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... He ain't ya an' ya ain't 'im. Jus' like I ain't the guy I used ta be, no matter how much my body's changin' ta become his.
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I don't feel charming most days.... And good. I think I just needed to hear that.
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[ Hums softly at the touch. ]
Reckon I can feel ya a lil on that though... I ain't got it nearly as bad as ya, but the industry ain't real kind ta people who don't give it a perfect face.
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I've been focused on giving perfect face for half my life now.
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[ Tracing his human fingers over JJ's back in lazy shapes for a moment, then. ]
... My language is a helluva lot more colorful when I ain't watchin' my words, y'know. Reckon I could make a sailor cry if I gave it a good try.
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... Ya might see more o' it 'round the boat at least.
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... Don't wanna go scarin' you or J though.
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Soft horny bunnies.
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