[ Exhales slowly, head turned so his voice is muffled into JJ's hair as he laughs weakly. ]
... I'm lookin' fer somethin', been fer a while. An' I think I finally found it in them visions. My body changin' is a price I don't mind payin' fer it but I ain't lookin' ta lose all my friends in the process either.
Ya can call me a fool fer tryin' ta have both, but I ain't seein' anyone sayin' I can't either.
And if they all catch up to you...the visions...could you still say it was worth it? There's nothing wrong with wanting everything... That's just being human. Wanting and actually having everything are two different things though.
Yeah... seen first hand what it can do. It can go real bad.
Won't lie, I keep wonderin' if I'm fuckin' up everythin' good I got fer somethin' that's well an' done with. That I won't have anythin' ta come back ta at the end o' it. But somethin' keeps achin' in me ta follow it through.
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[Is squished underneath]
Nick, that’s lewd.
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... Been meanin' ta tell ya. My body's 'bout 30% o' the way through changin'.
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And you're going to keep looking at visions....? Even if that means you could change even more?
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[ Exhales slowly, head turned so his voice is muffled into JJ's hair as he laughs weakly. ]
... I'm lookin' fer somethin', been fer a while. An' I think I finally found it in them visions. My body changin' is a price I don't mind payin' fer it but I ain't lookin' ta lose all my friends in the process either.
Ya can call me a fool fer tryin' ta have both, but I ain't seein' anyone sayin' I can't either.
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Whether I can handle the cost... still ain't sure. But I'm tryin' ta rely on the help o' my friends ta keep me grounded.
Heh, sorry fer puttin' that kinda work load on ya.
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Yeah... seen first hand what it can do. It can go real bad.
Won't lie, I keep wonderin' if I'm fuckin' up everythin' good I got fer somethin' that's well an' done with. That I won't have anythin' ta come back ta at the end o' it. But somethin' keeps achin' in me ta follow it through.
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I can't really say I understand...but then again. My visions haven't shown me any ghosts worth chasing. That guy doesn't seem any happier than I do.
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Ah- yah been lookin' at more o' 'em then?
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Yer workin' yer way through it?
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Wait- we in the same place in 'em?
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